2010

There is a movie called 2010, right?
It was produced back in the 1990's. Weird how time flies swiftly as we get older.
One could just wait still as the minutes fly by.
Boredom might be a good thing since it seems to make time move slower.

This is my first entry for 2010.
Sadly, I don't have anything interesting to write about.
Pasukan na naman sa 20th, and I am not looking forward to it.
I have a hidden aspiration, but I still have to figure out kung talagang aspiration ito or mere 'career infatuation.'
My mind is an enigma even to me, eh--if no one has noticed pa.

There are times that I get frustrated if I can't think of anything useful to write. Now, I just gave up thinking. I'll just wing through this entry talking about nonsense as usual.
My perfectionist personality can really eat you up.
Personally, I don't mind other people making mistakes, but when I make mistakes myself, it pisses me off amazingly.
My worst critic other than my mom is myself.
Siguro it is good in a way since I try my best to avoid mistakes. The worst excuse that I could make myself say is: "sorry, tao lang..."

Eh, tao ka nga e... kaya nga dapat mas magaling ka na being. Ano pa ba ang mas hihigit pa sa pagiging tao? Mga diyos at diyosa? Eh, paano yun... wala naman silang ginagawa kundi bantayan ka. I think it's the most pitiful excuse a person can say. It's the lamest excuse among all excuses.
However, I don't think I could make anything better by just complaining.

Ngayon, I need to find a job. If not, then it's better if I'd just drop dead.
Pero, dahil hindi naman ako nagdodrop dead so far, I guess I have to continue living torturing myself of aspirations that I don't know how to achieve. I lack motivation.
I need motivation.

Now...
I suddenly decide to change the topic.

Ang dami kong naririnig na magagandang j-drama quotes, and probably k-drama na rin since I mix them up lang naman.
I wonder kung merong mga Indian dramas din? Or Arabic dramas...
It would be kind of interesting to watch their stuff, noh?

However, puro mga kababawang lovey-dovies mga napapanood ko... so sweet, though... pero... hmn... I guess I should just force myself to watch deeper-thought dramas. Yung talagang realism--which I find hardcore since I always like to submerge myself to the world of fiction. Fun, kasi.

Anyway, I gotta go and take out the mail now. Kahit na dumaan na siguro yung mailman.

`til next time!

Happy New Year.