Teddy Bears

Just so you know, I love teddy bears.

I don't know what to write today.

I guess I'll just ramble on about some stuff.

I'm not really depressed nor am I stressed.

I just wanted to write, and possibly think of a quote.

Maybe if I thought of a topic...

Topic, topic...

Hmmm...

I have nothing.

It's a full moon today, and I just found out a week ago that the phase of the moon is the same around the world. It's amazing.
It's looking at the same moon. It makes the world smaller.
It also proves that I wasn't paying attention in elementary.

Bakit ganun, noh?

Tama yung cliche na saka mo na lang marerealize na mahalaga yung mga bagay na tinuturo supposedly sayo pag dumating ka na sa certain age.

Hmm.. I can't think of any good quotation..

Oh well...

Pag naman dumating yung time na quotable ako.. hindi ko naman sinusulat..
haha!
stupid much.

Anyway... gotta gooo.. ;-p

Passionista...

What am I doing?

Finding my passion...

Result:

Nothing so far.

Mood:

Bummed all the way.

Updates

So, after nung 'vent entry' ko...

Mag-uupdate muna ako sa mga pangyayari sa life ko...

1. Nakwento ko na yung KCACTF (hindi ako natanggap sa auditions and stuff)
2. Nagpasukan na kami a long time ago.
3. Magagaling mga professors ko this semester.
4. I realized that I don't really like PR & Advertising.
5. Qualified ako maging Senior Scholar.
6. Sumali ako sa University Choir.
7. Hindi ako nag-audition sa play--first time sa buong time ko sa University.
8. Nilapitan ako ni Ms. M --musical director, para i-endorse ang pag-auaudition sa musical...
so yeah, nag-audition ako... and yes, I kinda regret it. hehehe.

So, ayun pa lang naman.
Enjoy pa naman ako so far.

xoxo
ML

-Epiphany-

So, ito `yung sabi niya...

"Hindi mo maiintindihan kasi hindi mo pa nararanasan..."

After siya unang kumausap saken at naglabas ng sama ng loob...

Irony? Definitely.
Fact? I don't really know. I'm trying to figure it out myself.

Sa pagkakaalam ko kasi, I know what he's talking about, and I'm trying my best to say the appropriate things. And fortunately, I managed to stay calm. I did.

The problem? He didn't seem interested in listening. Hindi rin nakatulong na I was shovelling snow during that time while running up to my room to check for replies. It's aggravating. Hindi ko na nalaman 'yung end ng story.

Is he pissed? Probably.

Do I care? Hard to say. I might...

But what hit me the most is that "I didn't understand" because in all actuality, I did understand...
I do understand.

Fate, luck, and hope are all against you when all you really want is to be at peace.

Happiness finally comes, and then something else kills it.

I need to talk to him.

xoxo,
M.L