So, ito `yung sabi niya...
"Hindi mo maiintindihan kasi hindi mo pa nararanasan..."
After siya unang kumausap saken at naglabas ng sama ng loob...
Irony? Definitely.
Fact? I don't really know. I'm trying to figure it out myself.
Sa pagkakaalam ko kasi, I know what he's talking about, and I'm trying my best to say the appropriate things. And fortunately, I managed to stay calm. I did.
The problem? He didn't seem interested in listening. Hindi rin nakatulong na I was shovelling snow during that time while running up to my room to check for replies. It's aggravating. Hindi ko na nalaman 'yung end ng story.
Is he pissed? Probably.
Do I care? Hard to say. I might...
But what hit me the most is that "I didn't understand" because in all actuality, I did understand...
I do understand.
Fate, luck, and hope are all against you when all you really want is to be at peace.
Happiness finally comes, and then something else kills it.
I need to talk to him.
xoxo,
M.L
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