recap

-nagkasakit ako nung Christmas Eve

-nagkaroon ako ng kotse nung Christmas Eve

-namigay ako ng regalo sa mga tao sa library

-nagtrabaho ako sa library...

-magtatrabaho ako sa library

-may nagsabi sa akin na wag ko raw syang iiwan.. (very sweet.. bes ko yun)

-PROUD AKO SA BES KO galing galing niyang sumayaw. sobra.. ang macho talaga.. ayun.

-proud ako sa lahat ng friends ko

-miss ko na pinas.

ciao!

i'm home - i was, hours ago...

Aga ko umuwi ngayon! hehe.

Nagclose yung school early e. So I had 1.5 hours of free 'no work time'. Gulo nun a... anyway...

Imbes na 5 ako uwi... 3:30 na lang.

Ganun talaga-- tulad ng sabi ko, nagsnow kasi, so kung sa Pinas pa... bagyo na rito yun... haha. OR so they say. Whatever na nga lang.

Anyway... yung sasabihin ko talaga sa entry ko na ito e... MAGLILINIS AKO. You know, getting rid of all the school papers last term and the previous terms, and getting ready for the term to come.

Binigyan ako ngayon ng boss ko ng gift. Ang sweet nga e. Mei card pa. Binalot pa ng wife niya yung gift. Very sweet. Sad lang kasi wala akong gift para sa kanila...

Now I know... uso pala ang gift-giving dito.

Ever since pa naman... Nabili na talaga ako ng maramihang gift para ibigay sa lahat. HAHA. Feeling Santa? Hindi...

Feeling social worker lang...

ANyWay... gotta go... sago...

-mhaby-

blog from work...

Location: AU Library

Reason for blogging: It's snowing madly!

Real reason for blogging: I don't have one.

Anyway, I just wanted to try and make an entry from where I work-- here in the library (my second home). I was just about to go to the second floor where the books are kasi kakacheck ko lang ng number ng book na hinahanap ko, Atlas Shrugged by Ayn Rand.

Fortunately, meron pala dito sa library namen nun... palibhasa kasi, karamihan sa mga libro na hinahanap ko-- wala rito. Tulad lang ng Twilight ni Steph M. (di ko lam yung tamang spelling ng name nia. hehe kaya FC muna ako). Anyway, maghahanap sana ako sa BN (Barnes and Noble) nung book ni Ayn Rand, pero syempre itatanong ko pa sa customer service yun kasi apparently, hindi ko sya mahanap by myself *stupid moments* kasi. Yung Twilight naman, ayoko bilhin kasi feeling ko naman hindi worth i-keep. I mean, curious ako na basahin sya pero parang --one time read for me lang. You know, parang Harry Potter.

Enough na nga about books! Hindi ko pa nga tapos yung book ni Jackie Spinner (and Jenny Spinner) na Tell Them I Didn't Cry. Tungkol sya sa foreign journalism sa Iraq-- personal memoir niya. Yung China Boy naman ni Gus Lee, hindi ko na binasa talaga ng masinsinan. Although, medyo naengganyo ako sa first 3 pages, hiniram ko sya agad pero parang narealize ko, tungkol pala sa pagbubully sa kanya nung bata sya. Hindi ako fan ng bullying.

So, I'll be working in about 15 minutes. Eto na siguro entry ko for today. Who knows...

-mhaby-

Other blogs of mine...

All of which are in English-- but who cares? I do, but do you? ;-p

http://htmytu.blogspot.com (i don't really know how to describe this pero alam ko mahahaba entries ko rito e... hehe)

http://meykbelieve.blogspot.com (mejo dramatic, maraming figurative speeches akong ginamit dito i.e. metaphors and similes)

so yun. yun na muna ha? :)

-mhaby-

not my most favorite day...

Monday is done.

Nakita ko na yung final grade ko.

Hindi sya maganda. (3.95 - never ako nagkaron ng ganyang grade, hindi sa pagmamayabang pero 4.0er ako...)

Nakasagutan ko yung ate ko na matalas yung tenga... tas ako pa raw yung matalas yung tenga a... alam mo yung masama run... napaka...!#%$% (nagkakasundo naman kami minsan, pero minsan talaga nakakapikon... oh well... e dahil mas magaling sya, mas matalino, MAS sa lahat... mas generous, mas may pera... syempre kailangang 'magpakumbaba' -- pero mas napagiisa at mas matangkad pa rin ako sa kanya., hehe).

I have feeling na yung Type A personality ko... e dahil sa ate ko. Umiiyak ako pag natatalo ako, pag may hindi ako nagagawang tama, kapag may mas magaling saken (pero nageget over ko lahat yan in time) dahil na rin siguro sa ate ko, dahil forever na ako nakumpara sa kanya (nung bata ako lalo na, recently kasi hindi na masyado). Ayoko talaga maging 'the lesser one'. Ayoko.
Hindi ko gusto, at hindi dapat. Alam kong hindi ganun kagaling yung memory, logic, and reasoning ko noh, kaya nga feeling ko hindi makatarungan kasi hindi ako nabiyayaan ng ganun.

Pero imbes na hayaan ko na lang. Gagawin ko ang lahat para mas umangat. Dahil hindi ako talunan. Hindi ako yun.

-mhaby-

friends...

thanks sa pagbasa...
haha...

dahil hindi na rin ako masyadong nakakapagOL...
dito na lang siguro ako magbabalita ng mga nangyayari sa life ko...
pero asahan niyong mago-OL din ako kapag nasa mood ako...

maraming-maraming salamat pO! (sticky keys... haha...)

-mhaby-

"If someone tells you that you have to let go... anu gagawin mo? makikinig ka ba?
If someone tells you to stay... will you stay? makikinig ka ba?
If someone tells you to listen... makikinig ka ba?
E kung makikinig ka...
siguraduhin mong tama ang pagkakarinig mo... e pano kasi kung...
'you have to let go...(but come back kasi i'll be waiting...).' ; 'please stay... (kasi once na binitawan na "niya" ako, i'll need someone to lean on to)' ; 'listen to me... (kasi hindi ko alam sasabihin ko, but i just want you to listen, in case i figure out what to say).'" -m.L.-

P.S. 1

... feeling ko kasi.. marami akong 'P.S.' sa future...

`yung script ko, hindi ko pa naitutuloy... kasi... uhmn... di pa ako ginaganahan ulit na icontinue.

at least ngayon... hindi ko na s'ya mabubura tuwing tinamad na ako or kinakahiya ko gawa ko or badtrip ako kasi hindi ko s'ya kinompyuterize...

mahirap magpunit ng maraming pages. sayang sa papel. kaya nandyan lang s'ya sa corner ng room (inaalikabok) sa ayaw ko man o sa gusto. *bow*

-mhaby-

schedule for this week...

it's been a while...

my official winter break has begun since Friday!

Friday afternoon - gym!
Friday evening - dad's company party... dance, dance, dance..

Saturday - went to outlet mall... they shopped, i whined.

Sunday (today) - went to Church in the morning, volunteered at Goggleworks from 12 to 3, choir practice from 6:30 to 8:15...

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Sched for the rest of the week:

Monday - from 1 to 5: work at AU archives
Tuesday - same as Monday

Wednesday - driving lessons from 10 am

Thursday - Goggleworks administrative volunteerism from 10 am

Friday and Saturday - nothing planned
Sunday - choir practice from 6:30

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I think that's about it :-)

-mhaby-

Philo paper...

My philo paper is really, really frustrating me!!!

Parang, hellO!!!! ayoko na netong philo paper na to.. pedeng wag na lang gawin.. panira sa grade e... bad talaga... *sad*

-mhaby-

Exams

Schedule for today:

TUESDAY December 9, 2008

8:30 - Management exam Upland 225

10 onwards - magaabang ng magsasakay saken pabalik ng main campus kasi ayokong maglakad sa below 0 degrees na panahon

1 pm to 5 pm - Archival work

5:30 onwards - uuwi na ako! Thank God! :-) (and syempre gagawin ung dreaded Philo paper ko-- anu pa nga ba...)

-mhaby-

My Personal Blog

Finally, a personal blog for me...

I don't think I have to make formal introductions na...

So heto, Tagalog ang gagamitin kong lingwahe dito...

Bakit ko ba naisip magkaron ng Tagalog na personal blog--finally? Well, kasi una, ganito yun:

1. Meron akong Spaces na blog na nastart ko pa noong 2006... Apparently, it's not really that opened to the public... It's mostly like a private space. Hence, no one can comment without signing up (smartness...). Therefore, I marked it under private na lang din, so only those with Spaces can see it, and besides, I only have one reader on it-- RA.

2. I just read, because of unexpected circumstances, Jon Bade's blog. Apparently (again), he has a blog! I ended up reading one entry and saw an entry dedicated to -- ME! haha. Funny. It was about my birthday! My EVER-so-great 17th birthday. *touched*
There wasn't much I know. Sinummarize lang niya yung nangyari nung araw na yun.. Yung tipong 7 lang kami nun, but I loved it when he also explained na separate yung mga celebrations nung birthday ko nun--which is true, kasi if I placed everyone in one place all at the same time, hindi na kami magkakaintindihan--panay getting to know each other lang. It was my birthday, and I want it to be MY birthday, and the bonding should be with ME. After all, it was my last teenage year in the Philippines. So in short, I think it was the best. I have a lot of friends, but very little space, so I 'grabbed' the most available na lang.

3. I'm beginning to love this space.

4. I have other blogs under an alias. This, actually, is also under an alias, but see that the URL of the blog is my real nickname (actually, it's ONE of my real nicknames--who cares?).

5. I promised to have a blog in Tagalog under blogspot.

6. I have the time to make a personal blog.

Anyway, I think that's all na lang muna. I'll try my best to update and talk about people in my life, and MY life generally. My other blogs are about insanity mostly. Let's have a blog naman about my vanity... It would be like my testimonial page to all of my friends. You know, like a friendly letter that can be seen by whoever. :)

-mhaby-

A Career Objective...

Okay, so a friend IM'ed me and asked what would be a nice career objective for her resume...

I don't know anything about career objectives. I am not prepared yet, even, to have a job outside my college.

But, I realized then and there that maybe I should be prepared. I MUST be prepared. Life is like a Girl Scout's motto. ALWAYS be prepared.

So then...

If I were to have a career objective, what would it be?

Hmn...


1. To be able to practice my skills in a professional level of the business field. (Too... vague and innocent, but it may work)

2. To be able to get a salary more than the minimum wage per hour. (So true!)

3. To be able to just have a job! (Too straightforward... and what's with the exclamation point?!)

4. To have more friends. (Awww. Poor thing. She's hired!)

5. To share the love with my co-workers. (Yeah, right...)

6. To be able to work my way up and conquer the business arena therefore leading me to my ultimate goal, and that is to make Bill Gates in the #2 slot, and I on the #1. (Perfect!)

Okay, so now I have my career objective. I just have to type that in... and... click! Okay, printed. Gotta go! (I'm submitting this to HR, See yah!)

The Honored 'H'... (for J.B.)

The title may be a bit intriguing...

It may sound a bit off from the whole theme of the blog...

But, let me just take a few moments to make a tribute to a friend...

(This won't take long...)

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It may have taken long before I made something for you...

It may have taken a while before I realized I haven't done anything for you...

I don't know if you've noticed, but I'm sure you have at some point because I, myself, have...

You've been a dear friend to me, my friend...

A great comrade in a battle that I, alone, am fighting...

My own life full of 'misery' that are mostly created by my thoughts...

My own battle in a corner of a big fiesta...

My own little world where only I know who my enemies are and what my friends look like...

Thank you for being a wall to lean on at times...

Being the ink for my unusable pen...

Being the shadow at night in a narrow and dark street without lights...

Being the mouse for a laptop when the touchpad doesn't function...

Being the 24/7 pharmacy for when I get sick at midnight...

And just..

Being there even if I have given nothing to you, but hurt...

I must say, this is quite odd, for I know that it mustn't be placed here...

But, because of you... my dullest days have been less dull, and I think it is best to have just a bad day than worst...

Thank you...

;-)

-mi cherie (M.L.)