666 page views

Creepy number for Halloween -- but I checked my stats just a minute ago, and yup... I now have 666 page views... Yay me!

Can't hide the fact that it's still creepy :(

...and that the cursor on this field is acting so weird. Is it me or is it just Firefox and Blogspot not getting along really well? Hmm... I wonder sometimes.

4 minutes 'til November 1!

Love to the nth power,
Mhaby

Happy Halloween! 2010

Hi guys!

Quick recap on the happenings between my last entry and now:

Halloween is today -- 15 minutes til it's over.

I went to the masquerade bash -- had a pink, feathery mask on with my tiny red dress and my feathery pink feathers... I was going for the cabaret/50s dancer look, but I looked more like a phoenix. Haha. Oh well, at least it was a costume and not me dressing up like myself... I wouldn't like that.

Anyway, trick-or-treaters came and went... it was cool--with their costumes and all. There are still leftover candies if anyone wants it... It's not even the good ones anyway... I gave it all away. That's how good and push-over-y I am.

What else happened? Well, life happened.

Tomorrow is my presentation in Spanish, test in AIS (accounting info systems), and my self-deadline for my case study.
Tuesday is almost the same thing, just different subjects. Ugh. Hell week.

Good night everyone!

I'm using Firefox, btw--just so you know... I'm liking it in general except for this site--it's not working very well for blogspot apparently. Hmmm.. I hope it's just a temporary glitch.
Anyway, I gotta go... Good night! :)

Love to the nth power,
Mhaby

Party Pooper

Is me...

I am a party pooper.

Anyway, Friday (tomorrow) is the Masquerade Bash. It's supposed to be fun. I'm going, but I've yet to get a mask. I have no idea where to get one, though. :(

So, siguro kelangan ko na talagang maghanap-hanap ng mga masks today. Tonight -- to be exact.
I have the dress, which I doubt would fit me anyway. It might, but who knows. It's been a while since I've worn it.

Ayun.
Anyway, from my last blog...

Buhay pa naman ako. haha.

Thanks, RA, for the comments. Weirdest feeling lang ever.

Before I end this unusual entry of mine, let me share my thought for the day:

College.
Did you go to college just to be like everybody else?
Isn't the reason for going to to college reaching one's own undiscovered potential, if not maximum?
College's worst enemy supposedly is mediocrity.
Whining isn't the solution.
It is faith (in oneself or in others), hope, knowledge, a little bit of thoughtfulness here and there, friendship here and there, competition here and there, but most of all-- PASSION.

Passion + College - Mediocrity = Knowledge
Knowledge * Faith = Potential
Potential ^ Hope = Ideas that eventually equals to a SOLUTION.

---

:-)

Love to the nth power,
Mhaby.

weird feeling...

for some reason, feeling ko hindi ako aabot...
'wag naman sana...
:-(
sana maling feeling lang as usual. im scared @_@

mhaby loves her family: mom, dad, and ate.
mhaby loves her friends: zel, ac, kuya arvin, jayjay, ar-ei, mariow, beshie-joan, bez-rj, bf, bessy-jollei, macky, wan, rj, lis, idol, beshy-denz, smurf, kate, rime, etc...
jess(6), amanda, one-s jes, jeff (both), sean, becca r, becky, lil jess, jess s, john, heather, andy, andrew, trevor, molly, pahoua, val, jared, etc...

if i missed anyone: you're just in my thoughts--i just failed to articulate. lol.

mhaby loves school and profs no matter how frustrating they can be.
mhaby loves the community
mhaby loves pilipinas, ksa, and usa...
mhaby loves the world...
mhaby wants to help the world and make it better.

that's all...
mhaby loves you reading this...

<3

mhaby has a lot of dreams and ambitions.
mhaby wants to be here.

white and pink.
#27
mom's cooking
dad's presence
ate's cuteness...

acoustic or classical songs...

so many things to say... so little time.

All the good ones are taken...

'nuff said.

There has to be some left out there. There just has to be.

Not that I'm desperate or anything... 'nuff said.

-mhaby

Singing and so forth...

Today, my mom's friends came by and we ate lunch with them. As usual, my mom made a feast --with the help of my sister.
My dad and I sloppily cleaned the floor -- which is why I wanted to get an electric hardwood polisher. I'm so house-chore lazy. I'd do anything to make my life easier.

I just finished watching a kDrama series a couple of minutes ago. I don't remember what I watched, but it was with Gong Hyo Bin and Gong Yoo :) Cute couple I must say. Cute story, too.

Tomorrow is the start of another school week. Ugh. I think I've had enough of school. I need a break.

I just learned that someone I know and admire was diagnosed with cancer. I therefore conclude that 2010 is full of surprises. I need to take a bath before I go to sleep now--I just had to say that. Surprise

**This entry was done in a hurry. Obviously**

Love to the nth power,
Mhaby

Top!

Today is another Friday. End of the week. For the first time this semester I did something a whole week ahead of time. Wooo, me!
:)

Today I talked to a friend's mom online. I realize that I'm more comfortable talking with older people than I was before. Older people always intimidated me.

Anyway, I'll be doing more school work tonight. I gotta go, I'm watching Pasta - the kDrama :)

A New Perspective

Long wait before this entry.


I stopped blogging for a while because I've been very busy. This entry is dedicated to two of my schoolmates who just recently passed away.

                                               Andre Maraña and Alfredo Palmiery, Jr.


They passed away the day following my last post, which is also why I haven't been blogging recently.


The week the car accident happened, I was in shock-- the 2k6 CSA HS batch was devastated. Almost everyone (at least those who knew) was mourning for the loss of two of the most remarkable men in our batch. I was one of them. I cried my eyes out the next day because it didn't quite sink in immediately. Everything was just surreal. I couldn't believe that something that drastic can happen--but it did.


Andre was one of my closest friends back in high school. I couldn't have imagined my junior year in HS without him. He's just one of the class clowns-- one of the most approachable, happy-go-lucky guys in the batch. But, even though he was how he was (funny, carefree, and fun), he was also smart (especially in Math), and one of the nicest guys (at least in my perspective).


We haven't talked much in a while. He was my classmate in both my sophomore and junior years. We kind of lost touch during our senior year, but one of his clique groups was mine as well. When we graduated we completely lost touch. The last thing I knew about him that time was Ateneo (the university he went to) and Bonnet (his love and last gf).


Months before the accident, Andre and I have been keeping in touch again through FB. The usual silly stuff, of course, but from time to time, our conversations become sensible. Sadly, I can't remember the last conversation we had. All I know is his last crush. I had yet to learn his next moves... apparently most of us (his friends) were looking out for the same thing -- his next moves...


He likes joking around. He loves soccer. He's scared to talk to cute girls. He likes saying that he's gay. He loves HIMYM. He adores his family, and his best friend. He's a super guy--never too serious.


For a couple of days after that day, I've been bringing my laptop with me to school. I've been keeping in touch with high school friends, calling people up, etc. I called one of my closest and best friends, Hazel, the day after Andre passed away, and the moment we said "hello" we both broke down in tears over the phone. It sounds funny now, but it wasn't too great that day. Our hearts were heavy, we could barely function right.


So, that's how death is like...


So sudden...


So surreal...


So sorrowful.


It's not like we haven't had anyone we knew die before. It's just that this time was different. They were our age. They were our friends. We were supposed to grow old together, have our reunion one day, and share about each other's accomplishments and challenges.


So anyway, that was my week two weeks ago.


I'm fine now. If only I was able to go to the wake and the funeral, I would've been more than fine because at least for the final moments, I was able to see them. Fate has been harsh.


--I'm happy to have friends, though.


And on a last note, I will see them again. I don't know when, but our reunion will be wherever the angels are...
and God will be our witness.


<3 Love to the nth power,
Mhaby (CSA Batch 2k6)
"Sama-sama tayong lilipad...mga kabataan..."

So... maybe part 2 isn't gonna happen.

As usual, I failed to keep my promise.

Although, if it were really important, I would have done what I said I would do! Anyway, today is Friday, we didn't have classes (St. Francis Day). You gotta love Catholic institutions!

Okay, recap for this week:

I didn't get the grades that I hoped I had. Okay, I'm getting used to it, so less disappointment. I'm still trying to figure out what the heck's wrong with me, but I'm beginning to think that nothing is really wrong with me -- it's just my mindset is screwing me over, and that I haven't really changed. I just can't accept the fact that I'm not naturally good at anything.

That sounded pessimistic.

Anyway, negativity aside (before people label me as 'in need of professional help' LOL). I finished the first season of Cake Boss! It's a fun reality show about Buddy and his crew making extraordinary cakes :) I wish one day, I could eat cakes like those. I bet they're expensive.

Next week, I have a full schedule ahead of me (hopefully). I have a potential interview on October 8 -- I HOPE I GET AN INTERVIEW (pretty please, divine beings whom I call God, Mama Mary, and the heavenly angels and prohets). And, of course, if ever I do get the interview -- I hope to Almighty God that I get the J-O-B! (I'll probably sell my soul to the Church on Sabbath day).

The day before, however, I also have an event to go to -- the CPA panel at Herbein's. I hope that would be productive. I really, really like wearing business clothes (except I don't really have nice ones). It's a free-reception event with newly-hired CPAs/accountants who'll talk about their transition from college to the workplace (I've got to hear this!).

By the way, the officer induction ceremony for PBL also commenced this week, Tuesday. That was fun. As usual, I made like a kid. I hope I didn't annoy anyone. If ever I did, sue me.

Anyway, that's it for today, I just started watching Psych. Seems interesting and funnny. I love shows like these. Gotta go!

Love you guys (whoever you are out there!) SHOUT OUT TO RA MASA!!! Thanks for stopping by for the last entry! Love you, dude!

xoxo

Mhaby