Malapit na...

Sobrang lapit na!!!

Stressing out...

Exams...
Yung play...
Yung song...

Hay nakow...

Thinking Twice

I want you to know...
But I don't want you to go...
I want to tell you something.
And I know that this will end everything.

How long will this last?
When will it all end...
I can't keep convincing myself the same thing
Over and over again...

I must end this.
I must come to a conclusion.
I want to know the solution.
I want to know... I just want to know

When this will all end.

Paralogistic Eropoetry

Poetry.
Never have I been interested in poetry.
Poetry has never made sense to me. Ever.
I don't know why I suddenly thought of poetry.

Love.
Never have I been thoroughly interested in love.
Love has never made sense to me. Ever.
I don't know why I'm making a fuss about love.

Lies.
Never have I been thoroughly interested in lies.
Lies always are too obvious to me. Very much so.
I don't know why I still believe in lies, though.

Logic.
I have always had faith in logic.
Logic is a no-nonsense thing.
I don't know why I'm not logical at most times.

Poetry and Love are both Lies with no Logic. Lies without Logic is Poetry about Love. Love Poetry is Lies with no Logic. Poetry Lies in Love and Logic. Poetry. Lies. Logic. Love.

Confused yet?

Friday Update

Day off today.
Crazy week.
Not done.
I need to do schoolworks.
Not done.
Gah~~

Hmn, I have a lot to say, but I'll keep it brief.

Since the last time I wrote, A LOT has happened.

I forgot about the best small talk ever.
I forgot about that terrible feeling.
Our recital has come and gone. It was fairly good.
I don't know when our next practice will be.
Lolo John was not in the recital--I felt disappointed through and through.
I hope that he's still part of the choir.

I thought that was the last of the torture.
In the same week, I auditioned for the play. It went well.
Too well for me.
I got the lead role.
I am happy. OO naging happy ako.
Pero masyado yatang marami, halos buong libro mememorize-in ko
Nakakaloka kaya
... Ayokong may makabasang ingleserong friend neto.
Baka naman magleak sa mga kasama ko sa teatro, lagot ako. haha.

I am still confused in American history.
Tinatanong ko ba kung ba't ko kinuha? OO.
Kelangan ko bang pakawalan? Uhmn... HINDI!
Masyadong masasayang oras ko.

So, I think that's about it.

GOD BLESS ALL THE VICTIMS OF ONDOY.
I just wish I could've been there to help.
I'll just keep my faith to the divine and to UNICEF.
Twenty isn't enough, I know. But, that's all I can handle so far.

INGAT SA LAHAT.

Nagmamahal,
Maby