Crush

Thank you, Portia, for the idea of 'code names'. = )

It's a wonder why I haven't thought of code names when I was once a code-name girl myself back in my elementary days. Almost everyone had a code name that only my friends and I knew about. Those silly girl moments. Now that I think about it, I think it'll be fun to go back to those days.

That aside, I have a new crush. His name I won't disclose for the fear of exposure (LOL! no one ever reads my blogs!). However, from this time onwards, I'm gonna call him: "work crush"

I couldn't really call him "office crush" since it's not technically an office, and I don't feel my work to be an office. I could, however, call him "desk crush," but that doesn't appeal to me. "Work crush" is a more straightforward term, and I could easily have a crush at work and outside of work.

Okay, lemme describe him for a bit. Well, he's obviously someone I see at work. He's nice, he has a nice smile, he's cute, and he seems smart-- and quiet. I seldom find guys like that-- the last ones were my last two exes. HAHA. Obviously those didn't work out.

After a period of time (3 years), I haven't been interested in boys (high school vibe much). I keep dodging relationship questions and stories except with my closest friends: Cath, Jon, AC, Jolly, Jay, Cha -- to name some. Now, I'm ready. Like I said in my YM (Yahoo Messenger) stat: I'm way past the yellow light and I'm now done with the red...

I have crushes now. I welcome hints. It's like being in high school--except I've never flirted in high school.

So, that said, I'm welcoming a life that fits me. I'm 20 for Pete's sake! I'm done with "setting aside," and I'm off to "where life takes me."

:-) And now on to my next entry...

-m