writer's block!

I'm having writer's block! mental mental mental block!

I can think of a lot of things to write--to cite or whatnot.
But, I have this scholarly desire to change my ways, change my style, and to make it more qualified as a top-rated written piece.

If only I had those ideas--without the emotion. I want to feel objective. I want to think objectively. I use my heart, my feelings, my moods in order to function, and I don't want that anymore. I want to learn to deal with the world. I want to be on top of things. I have never been in control when I was younger, and that's what I want desperately to change.

-- Just some random thoughts I have at this time-- middle of the day... pissed off with the mess all around me. Grrrr! I need to be alone to do stuff. It's my type of rebellion. Rebellion--it's not really my thing.

ciao.
mabelle.