Monday, May 18, 2009

to Virginia I go


Hey there!

I am currently in my sister's car with her driving and my cousin in the front passenger's seat. I just found out my grade for the Spring Semester. 3.89 is my overall GPA. It's getting lower and lower every semester. Hopefully, it ends here. I am going to let it end here.

The two last subjects that had the worst grades for this semester are two of the subjects that can be ACED easily. Both are no-brainers for the go-getters. I am not completely a go-getter, but I still was on my way to an A, when suddenly, I just was not interested anymore. I get confident, and then too confident. I guess my luck just doesn't work that well anymore. At least I have a 3.89 gpa anyway. I mean, it is better to be above 3.5 more than anything else.

Now that it is summer, it is time for me to recharge and gain my interest and motivation in studying again. I was just probably in the brink of breaking down, and that was my outlet. To cease good grades. Luckily though, it was during the end of the semester. But, I was tricked. Before that third test, I didn't know we were going to have a test! I only had 2 days to study, and in between, I had a show to be in. It's too unfair, but it's still my fault. I don't like blaming fate when fate was just trying to be fair to the whole--I mean, it's too much of a breeze for me to be a "star," and at the same time, be on top of everything. It's probably just not my destiny to be a "super person."

Anyhow, my mind is calm and collected now. I am ready to face my next semester, and I won't let myself down again. It's better to be hit on the back of the head early on than when you're almost there at the end. At least now, I know the consequence. But, it would have been a lot better if I didn't have to experience it. Oh well, I guess it's just too good to be true.

-mhaby

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